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Sunday, March 27, 2011

BCP day 6

I am still having headaches and a little nausea.  Nothing I can't handle, it just worries me because I know the meds only get worse from here.

Isn't it funny?  If this ends up with us bringing home a baby any side effect is worth it!  Short of death I would gladly experience almost anything over these next few weeks...but what if it doesn't work?  How does one decide to put their body through all of this multiple times?  I want to be a mother more than I have ever wanted anything...but I fear I don't have the stomach for all of this sometimes.  If this doesn't work I just don't know if I will have it in me to do it again.  Not to mention the emotional and financial burden it brings.

Please, please work!!!

1 comment:

  1. I totally hear you on all counts! Praying it works the first time!!!

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