A new outlook

I feel like a new person.  Physically there are still some unwanted symptoms but much less severe - more like I expected with pregnancy.  I have energy suddenly.  I want to clean my house.  And good Lord I'm hungry constantly!!

Right now I am just overflowing with love and gratitude for this baby.  This was our one shot - for financial reasons we agreed we could only try this once.  We signed up for only the one cycle program.  We had no frozen embryos.  Our hopes laid with 2 embryos - a perfect 5aa and a medium to low grade 1bb. I'm assuming the 5aa is the one that implanted.  My one shot out of 19 eggs retrieved.

I had faced a possibility of life without children.  Knock on wood, I don't think that life is going to come to pass.

I love you little sweet pea.